Sydnee

No not me, it's my sista.

My beautiful, crazy, lovely little Moonpie is getting married soon, and I'd like to write a little bit about this.

I'm not as sad as I thought I would be, and I'm not as excited as I thought we would be. Sydnee and I are total opposites, so being close to her was hard.

We fought, and fought, and fought about EVERYTHING!

I thought that the day she moved out would be the happiest day of my life, until she did.

It was out of the blue, and unexpected, and traumatic, and I cried for weeks.

My mother and I grew very close, and Sydnee became distant. It was almost as if I didn't even know my sister anymore.

The fun one who ook me to the mall on black Friday, the one who made hand puppet shadows on the wall with me at midnight when we were supposed to be in bed, the one who made silly videos with me, the one who inpired me to learn piano, the one who made things exciting, she was no longer a part of my life.That was a hard time, one of the hardest things I've ever experienced.

Now almost two whole years have passed, and so much has changed!

I feel like I've grown a much stronger connection with my sweet sister, but now that she's engaged, I don't feel that much different.

She's starting her own life, and making her way, but hasn't she been doing that this whole time?
Yes, she has.

She's made mistakes, but so have I.

She finding her place in this world, and now she's one step closer.

She's found her night in shining armor...

...and I'm couldn't be happier for her.

I just love my sister.

And I'm glad I've got her back.