(this post is illustrated with my favorite things, because today has not been a happy day, and Lady Jane feels like a turd right now and doesn't feel like blogging about happy, silly, inspirational things, so to even everything out, happy pictures will be posted to keep your heart smiling) 
Today was not a good day.
Definatley not.
It was just one of those days... you know?
Plus I have had a ton of homework, and I got a C on the lab I've been working on, and my sunburn is peeling really badly and dry skin keeps flying off me during class and I feel so not hygenic... it's gross
I also feel lazy, fat, ugly, dumb, and like somewhat of a nuisance to everybody around me.
And it's really stupid, but hey...
I'm not perfect, and neither is anybody else, and my friends love me, and my mom loves me ,and so does my dad and my dog so... for now I guess that'll do.
I just kind of can't wait until teenage-ness is over and done with.
Does anybody else agree here?
I feel like it's about time for me to grow up already and to stretch my legs and test the waters, because I'm starting to feel like a big fish...
...but when I start to feel like a big fish....
...I suddenly feel
so small.
4 comments:
jadyn, i'm sorry you had a rough day! you remind me SO much of myself when i was your age. i was so ready to be done with being a teenager too. it is hard to be a teenage girl...it really, really is. but you are amazing and just try to remember that, even though it is hard. i've been there - i don't have a lot of really great memories of my junior/senior years because i was just sad a lot of the time! don't let this be a time that you look back on with regret...try to be happy even though it's hard. you are an amazing, bright, beautiful girl who is turning into a wonderful woman!
ps...it is funny to hear you say that you want to be like me when you grow up because really, i actually feel like we're the same age (that sounds dumb because we're obviously not, but i really do still feel like i'm 16, hehe). i guess you never really feel grown up, even when you are :)
Ditto to what Kami said. Being a teenager, especially a girl, can be really rough sometimes. I definitely had a lot of "get me out of here" moments during those days - I just wanted to be done with the teen thing and move on! But I agree with Kami - one day, you'll look back on this time and realize how special it really is. I know it sounds totally hokey, but it's true. Just try to take one day at a time and make the minutes count. Believe me, you have a lot of years to be a grown-up - not so many to be a kid. Take advantage of these days.
Also, you have a lots of people who love and believe in you. You are seriously one of the coolest teenagers I've ever met, and you're great just as you are. If you need anything, you can always bend my ear, if it helps. :-)
i love you Jadyn Maree Rupert! you are so beautiful and wonderful and inspirational and hilarious! i'm glad you're my best friend! and if you ever need to complain about how much being teenager stinks, just come over. cause seriously, I know all about it.
Love, AlexaDyan Fylupp. ♥
Dear Jadyn Maree Rupert,
I love you so much! :) We're lucky to be those girls that despise adolescense, because the girls that love it will hate adulthood, and those who hate it (ie Us) will love every minute of growing up and getting old! I'm by your side forver best friend!
Love, Erika Danielle Sullivan
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